Not all treasure is silver and gold - Chapter 17

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Chapter 1 - Pirates!
Chapter 2 - Its all true
Chapter 3 - Yes Captain
Chapter 4 - Never trust a pirate
Chapter 5 - Waking up in hell
Chapter 6 - Not that innocent
Chapter 7 - Right Decision, Wrong Choice
Chapter 8 - Damn him!
Chapter 9 - Missed a spot
Chapter 10 - C'est une belle histoire
Chapter 11 -Kisses and Dramaqueens
Chapter 12 - Damaged
Chapter 13 - Liar

Chapter 14 - Saved to kill you
Chapter 15 - When I need you most
Chapter 16 - No black no white

Chapter 17 - All better

"Bammie, oh Bammie I knew it would come to this. You're not as innocent as you appear to be. I knew you'd give in."
I heard him panting against the skin of my lower abdomen, but it sounded as if he was very, very far away.

My head was spinning. I was completely overtaken and overwhelemed, and it felt like I wasn't even there. As if I was watching myself from the other side of the room.

Me, and him, on the bed.

And I had never heard him, seen him, or felt him like this before.
He was excited beyond belief. Absolutely ecstatic about the fact that I was laying here, underneath him, almost completely bare. He wanted me, he wanted me so immensly I could feel his heart beating in his chest. Could feel his need with every breath he took.

Almost shaking as he knew he was about to get what he'd wanted from the moment he'd laid eyes on me: Me giving in to him.

And it was about more than power. More than sex. It was about change....it was something bigger.

His words made me tense once more, and I knew he was right. I knew I was weak, and that even I had known that at some point, I wouldn’t be able to resist him.

This was the moment, and my nerves made me feel slightly sick, almost beside myself as I watched him touch my body. Sending a jolt of gentle pleasure through me.

My head was spinning as his hands slid down my flat stomach and onto my hips to keep me in place. Both his hands were placed flat against the bones as he held me down with strong hands.

I felt his shoulders shaking slightly as I looked down to where he was. His face close to my still covered groin area. And he looked up at me with his begging green eyes. Eyes that made me gasp. Made all my insides turn into what felt like useless goo. Begging eyes that knew I wouldn't deny anything.

I knew I couldn't stop him. I couldn't not want him. I was at his mercy alone.

His head, his face, so close to my covered erection as I whimpered in despair. I didn’t know what to say.

Or how to feel. What to think. All I knew was that I wanted him. That his beauty made me so weak I could never resist. It was too late to refuse him. I was too deep in. I was too far gone. He was too deep under my skin.

I had lost the battle. For now, I had lost.

And he wanted it. He wanted to touch me. He wanted to make me feel him. I could almost see his eyes asking me, pleading me, to give in. Laughing because he already knew I would let him.

"Please…." I begged him in a husky whisper, and he chuckled in the darkness, his eyes glued to mine as he played his devastating game with me.

All my control…..all the control he had pretended he had wanted to give me. That I had mistaken for mine, as if I had rightfully earned it all by myself. It was gone.It had been a lie.

He was willing to have me make the decisions about my body, but I was still completely at his mercy.

Laying here, almost completely naked, wanting him, begging for him, and waiting for what was to come. For an experience beyond god, hell and heaven. An experience I had feared and craved for so long…ever since I first lay eyes on him pleasuring himself as he watched me.

"Please what Bammie?"
He teased me with a devilish grin. It was almost ironic, since if there was such a thing as the devil, I knew it would be him. Sinfully beautiful, and sinfully cruel.

"Please Captain." Was all I could bring out in a gasp as I almost felt his hot breath through the silk, his head now only inches away from the risen sheets caused by my erection underneath as he hovered over me with such a beautiful, cruel smile. His flaming eyes never left mine, as if he was trying to burn a hole into me.

I had to bite my swollen bottom lip to keep still as my eyes started to water in frustration and fear. The despair I was feeling, as if there was something beneath the surface that wanted me to scream, made me unsure of what I was begging him for. 

All I knew was that I needed release from some of this almost inhuman need.

It was wrong, it was sick, and it was everything I should be against, still. And yet all I wanted him to do was to move, to touch me, and to make me feel. All I wanted him to do was make me forget the things I didn’t understand anymore.

This was the moment I would change. The moment I wouldn't walk away the same person that I was. This was the moment I was going to feel in him within me forever.

My soul, after tonight, would belong to him forever. Would dream of him forever. Would think about him every day, after this one was long gone.

And still I didn’t stop him. Still, I was ready to give it up. I was almost sickly willing to sacrifice, to change, to feel only him until the day I died.

"Such a good little begger my sweet Bam. You have no idea what you're doing to me."
He moaned against the exposed skin of my lower abdomen, right above the silk, and I whimpered through my teeth, still placed against my bottom lip firmly as I tried to move.

But his hands kept me down, while he showed me exactly what it did to him as he ground his hips against my leg firmly. His erection straining against the fabric of his tight breeches, as I remembered exactly what it had looked like, felt like.

He wanted me. He always wanted me. A beautiful, powerful and perfect man like him could actually desire a boy like me as much as he was, and it turned me on more as much as it made me want to wriggle away from his grasp.

I knew this would not be all about me tonight. It would never be all about me.

**

"Now, let’s see what we can do about your little situation here my boy. Or well….little…"
He smirked at his words, as he eyes the outlines of me against the silk, and I felt my cheeks burn.

I had not seen myself like this, and now I would for the first time with him watching With him touching me before I ever could. God knew what else….

"Would you like that my little prince? You want me to kiss you all better?"

The dancing lights in his eyes as he spoke made my stomach flip, and all I could do was watch him with my hands now clenching the sheets in my fists as I still worried my bottom lip. I felt pearls of sweat forming on my frowning forehead as I kept looking at his glistening white skin in the moonlight. Skin as soft as the silk around my waist.

I nodded with widened eyes, without being able to think it over, or to understand what I was doing, and his smile softened and widened at the same time as he looked at me adoringly.

"You're so beautiful Bam. The most beautiful thing I've ever seen. So perfect in every way." He spoke to me in the dark in that deep, penetrating voice that made me moan as the words broke through the shield that I had built up all these years around me.

Words from my father about me never being good enough. Words from my mother of how I would make the best governor in the world one day.

Words of my brother of how he was actually making himself useful to the world, and I was trying to read silly books that wouldn’t be a help to anyone.

Only his words, so pure and full of warmth, I allowed to reach my heart. To make me shiver in the pleasure they gave me.
To know he truly wanted me here and with him. That he desired me.
That I was good enough.

A tear escaped the corner of my eye as I looked at him. Cursing myself for letting myself feel so emotional, but I couldn’t help it. He made me feel so small and fragile maybe, but also like the most wanted person in the world. Something I had always craved to feel for once in my life.

I wasn’t able to deny him anything he wanted right now, and he knew it very well. It was why he wiped away my single tear with a smile, instead of a frown.

He searched my eyes, and held them with his gaze for the longest time, as if he was trying to make me realize his next step, as I kept my wide eyes open, allowing him to search through my entire soul.
A small smile played around his rosy, pouting lips, and than he reached for the silk.

He reached for the sheets around me, pulling apart the fabric slowly as he gaze left mine, sliding down over my belly.
His gaze leaving me alone with my naked body, as I laid eyes upon myself.

Seeing how his strong hands slowly undid the sheets around my naked waist. And the skin that now bared itself before my eyes. And his eyes.

Seeing myself fully hard and aroused. Glistening like him in the light as a moan escaped me, at the same time it escaped him.

**

He didn’t say anything, as he slid back on his knees between my legs, his eyes flicking back from my face to my arousal with such thick lust I could almost touch it. His lips parted as his tongues darted out to moisten them, as he moved closer to me like a big, jungle cat.

So graceful and dangerous, and so incredibly sexy.

Seeing myself like this. Seeing him like this. It was almost surreal.

"I want you."
He whispered almost inaudibly and I felt unable to say anything in response. My voice was clouded by the thick overwhelming feeling that overtook me. Unable to speak, unable to breathe almost.

Unable to tell him he could have me. To tell him to leave me alone.
As I looked at myself I noticed how much larger I was when my body was in this state.

 

How proud my cock stood from my body, as I had seen on him. It made me feel connected to him in a way…..as if I was the same….a man. And I couldn’t take my eyes of the arousing sight of his face so close, hovering over me as he seemed to study me with those angel eyes.

It wasn’t scary, or weird looking. It was…..It was fascinating. I was actually slightly proud of my size and shape as he seemed so appreciative of it. The entire sight made me feel like something inside of me was about to explode.

"Bam."
He whispered, almost in slight shock,and I knew it all he was going to say, as he raised his hand slightly to bring his fingers to the moist head. Making me gasp as I knew he was about to touch me as I felt more pearls of sweat roll down my forehead. My teeth biting harder down on my lip as I whimpered. One of his hands replacing themselves on the now visible sharp bones of my hips.

My body looked so mature from my point of view, and yet young. Smooth skin, slightly less puppy fat than when I came here but still childishly curved, and so small compared to his tall, lean and perfect body.

His finger slid against the tip of the head, and I couldn’t help but arch my back from the electric shivers that it sent shooting through my body. Such a light touch already set me completely on fire, as I clenched the sheets harder into my fists. Making the Captain chuckle softly at my actions.

More fingers now. His hand wrapped around me gently as it had done last night for that small moment, and again it didn’t fail to make my entire body jerk from the pure, strange but so intense pleasure caused by his delicate touches.

"Ohh-oh god-d-d-d…"
My body shivered, and I couldn’t hold back in that moan coming from my lips shakily. Almost crying out as his hand left me again.

"I'm gonna to make you feel so good baby, but not like this. I want to taste you."

His words were so erotic they made my eyes roll back into my head as I saw him repositioning himself.

He was really going to do it, I realized. He was really going to take me inside of his gorgeous mouth. The idea alone made my body tighten as I looked at the way he wet his lips again to make the sparkle in the night.

He looked so eager to touch me, to feel me and taste me. So completely focused on my body as his eyes ranked over every inch. That half devilish, lustful, half curious, almost nervous grin playing around those bee stung, moist lips that begged to be tasted and caressed.

He bent forward now, as he arched his back to have the curve of his silk clad ass into the air, his eyes looking at me as if I was a prey he was about to hunt down.

I gasped, panting harder and harder as I simply stared at him. I must have been looking fairly ridiculous, completely naked, laying on my back waiting for him with flushed cheeks, widened eyes, tousled hair and fully aroused.

He was so close. So incredibly close to me. I could feel his breath brushing the tip of my erection, and I moaned in my frustration.

 

Arching my back, as I felt pleasure from even such a little gesture.

And he knew how much I was suffering. He could see it, undoubtedly. But he only seemed turned on by it. The lust in his eyes only getting thicker and thicker as they darkened and turned into deep forest green, while his pink tongue slid out carefully to wet his lips once again.

"You want it Bammie? You want me to taste you?"
He teased me with a smile, his tongue against the back of his white pearly teeth as he dipped his head down and placed his pink lips very softly against the pink flesh of the tip of my hard on. Making me shiver at the sight as much as the feeling.

"Ooohh God…."
I moaned, the butterflies in my stomach desperately wanting to escape my body, but there was no way out. They were only multiplying, and multiplying. Until I would explode.

He withdrew, and I wanted to scream. Scream for him to stop teasing me and let me know what it was to be released, or simply for him to go away and stop this sinful torment.

"Answer me Bammie, is that what you want?"
He commanded me, and I almost groaned out loud from his endless teasing. He wanted to hear me say it. He loved to have me say what he wanted to hear from me. And I knew he wouldn't do anything before he heard what he desired.

He wanted to hear me say I wanted him. That I wanted him to do it. Once again he needed to be confirmed that what he was doing wasn’t wrong.

Even if it was.

Again, those lips were placed against the moist skin, so gently, and still I could feel it tingling in my toes. Still he had to hold my body still to stop my hips from bucking.

I moaned so loud I was embarrassed by it, and yet I still couldn’t find the words he wanted me to say to him.

Again, those swollen lips, doing nothing more but placing sweet, open mouthed kisses on my skin, touching me so sweetly. On my most sensitive spots. So gently and so good I knew my body would not be able to take much more. I would combust. I would simply die.

And the innocence of the action. As if he was simply placing these kisses on my cheek, as if he was absolutely doing nothing for my already painfully aroused cock against his mouth.

 

I could see I was getting slick from moisture coming from me as he kept his eyes focused on mine. Touching the liquid with his lips as he did, making me moan almost as low as he had done last night.

"Say it."
I screamed when he suddenly pushed his black fingernails into the smooth skin of my left thigh, and pushed down hard with force that didn’t break the skin, but still shot pain and shock through me as I wriggled on the silk.

He demanded it of me. He wanted me to be able to admit to him, and me, how much I wanted him to touch me. How much this came from me instead of him. And even though he knew exactly what was going on inside my head, he had to hear me say it to him.

His nails withdrew themselves from my flesh as I gasped for air. Looking at him as I finally released my sore lip form between my teeth as I panted.

He was so deep, dark and haunting. So beautiful.

And he was the only thing I was sure of right now.

I wasn’t sure of home. I wasn’t sure of my church. Of God. Of heaven and hell. Of me.

No, only he was here with me, and I was sure of it. I wanted to be sure of something. Of him.

"I want it."
I finally gasped out with a broken, raw voice that seemed to please him beyond anything, because the moment he had heard me, he licked his lips again and pulled himself upwards to pull me into a fierce, aggressive but rewarding kiss that made me taste a hint of me drowned in his own deep, dark taste.

 

I moaned into the kiss, but he was gone before I could open my eyes.Sliding back down again to where he had been before.
I knew the time for playing was over.

**

And it was, I knew, as I watched him as if hypnotized.

Hypnotized by the sight of his perfect, beautiful face next to my erection. Caused my him. God, it looked so perfect, and it made me want to pant his name into the darkness. Only to tell him how much he affected me.

Realizing in time that was not what I wanted him to know at all.
He looked like a tiger, sitting with his behind high up in the air across from me as he suddenly lowered his mouth and lips to the head of my erection and opening his lips very carefully so he could close them around the tip in one movement.

Oh god, oh god, oh god.

Warm. He was so warm. So sweet and so warm. So gentle and so good.

I couldn’t help but place my hands against my eyes to take the view from me as I got lost in the feeling with no idea what to do with myself.

All I could to was lay here and wait. Wait for him to give me something I could deal with. Something I knew how to deal with.
He took me in further with a deep moan from the back of his throat, and I whimpered in my desperation. Feeling his hot, slick mouth against the so sensitive flesh of my cock.

Using one hand to reach down and entwine with his dark hair. Only to feel some slight of control. Even if I had none.

"O-o-oh Pleasee.."
I shivered, and he responded instantly but sucking me in further as I cried out from the electric bolts of pleasure shooting through my small body.

Sucking me in hard until I could feel the back of his throat while he hummed lightly in what seemed his own pleasure. Having the deep sound vibrating against my erection.

Completely sounded by him. Completely taken in. So deep, so hot, so extremely good I was about to die.

If there was a heaven, this was what it felt like.

" Oh…oh shit."
I cursed. I cursed a dirty word before I had even given it a second thought. And he had heard.

He had heard and chuckled around me without letting me go. Not caring about my choice of words as much as I did. All of a sudden, it didn’t seem that big a deal.

Just for now, it wasn't that big a deal.

He lifted his head a little, letting go of me only slightly while wrapping his warm hand around the exposed part of my length instantly.

Rubbing his fingers against the soft yet hard skin as he pumped it in rhythm with the movement of his mouth. Very slowly up, and down again as his red, swollen lips slid down my erection.

The sight alone was enough to make my insides tighten.

"Oh Bammie, you taste so goddamn delicious. Just like spring. I’ll never get enough."
He purred against my sensitive skin the moment he had released the tip from between those lips for a moment, before sliding them over the head again. His silk hair falling in front of his green eyes, but my fingers kept the dark waterfall away from his face with my fingers, so he could continue looking at me.

For some reason, the connection was important. Important for the both of us. Important for me to stay calm.

One hand in his hair, and one hand covering my mouth as I bit on my fingertip to keep myself from screaming.

I saw stars, I saw fireworks, I saw everything magical ever intevented, while his beautiful mouth worked over me slowly, but picking up the pace just a little with every stroke.

Playing with me as he let his tongue slip around the head, down my length and up again while his mouth still covered me. Swallowing around me occasionally to get me inside him further.

I cried out, I whimpered, I groaned, and with every noise that left my thorat he seemed more enthusiastic. More encouraged by my response.

Taking me in deep while sucking in his cheeks and bobbing his head up and down before my eyes.

So lovingly, so adoringly, as he looked at my face and my body.
One hand still placed on my jerking hips, one hand stroking the base of my erection. Sometimes he moved to the spot where he had placed his nails into my thigh, to caress it gently and rub the soreness out before retuning it to my erection and pump it again in the same pace as his mouth worked over me. Sliding up and down.

Faster now, picking up the pace as he looked up at me with an evil glint, absolutely loving this, as he took me in deeper and deeper and he tightened his mouth and hand around me.

Wanting something to happen. Wanting to make me scream.

"Oh Fuck!."
I did scream. I cursed, and I screamed. Something was happening inside of me. Something was changing.

Something was about to combust.

His eyes on me, so green and deep and full of want for only me as he slid my cock over and over past those red, moist lips, while his tongue stroked me devilishly, and his hot, gorgeous mouth sucked me in deeper and tighter.

Inside of me something was about to happen.

About to explode. About to be released.

My whole body seemed to be desperate for a certain soemthing, as I felt something crawl to the surface. So deep, primal intense pleasure, only a hint of the blinding pleasure I had experienced so far, was about to come out.

Unlike anything I had ever felt before.

God the things he did to me. The things he made me feel.
He was beautiful, God he was so good to me, I was falling for him so hard. God how much I wanted him.

"Captain."
I gasped it, and his eyes sparkled with delight, never missing a beat, but obviously so pleased with his title on my lips.

It was approaching fast. Fast, so fast.

I was about to….about too..

There it was.

I gasped, cried, screamed when suddenly I felt my entire body shaking. Every muscle in my body tightened for the moment, and I couldn’t do anything to stop it. It almost felt like my soul was pulled from my body in pure bliss, where I got deliciously lost forever.
Never to be found again.

I was free, I was him. I was him for the moment.

White hot blinding, killing pleasure shot through my entire body, as I felt liquid spurting from my erection into his willing mouth. Screaming and gasping as he hold my hips down on the mattress so I wouldn’t choke him with my wild buckling.

Thinking of one thing only as I felt high tensions leave my body completely….Him.

Knowing that I had never felt this good in my life. This high. This relieved. Released. Spent.

It was unhuman. Pure sin, and yet I would sell my soul only to feel it once again.

The power behind it was immense as my body was overtaken by a feeling that forced me to surrender without a fight.

I came. I came because of him. Into his willing mouth. For ther very first time.

Coming down from my high, I opened my eyes, to feel my face wet from sweat and tears. I had seemly cried during my orgasm. I didn’t care.

My very first…

I was no longer clean. I didn’t care.

I had experienced sexual release. Sin. I didn’t care.

For now, I didn’t care. For now everything was right.

It was only when I felt him licking me clean so gently before letting me fall form his sweet mouth I was brought bakc into reality. Feeling him crawling up my body to come face to face with my lazy eyes. Having his damp face smiling down at me with a look beyond pleasure. 

A look that awoke that slight panic inside my body again.

" There there Bam. All better."

Ok sweet people of Vam, this it it I am afraid....For now, for now! Not the end....not nearly! But no part 4 5 6 4369 this time! Smut scenes are hard to write you know!!

Soo what about this one? You like? You hate? You think it is wrong? You think they should totally get it on and over with? You think Bammie should confess to a priest? Kill the Captain? What it is that your pretty mind things? Share, cause I am obsessed with looking into other people's thoughts! It tastes like candy! Ok well Ones again I must say how honoured I am you gusy read my shit, and specially cause some of you are such talented writers yourself!

NOW please do remember!! I want a letter of you A to Z! I will form your special pirate talent with it! (not being mena by choosing hard letters cause trust me, you talent will suck LOL! Naa just kidding!...or am I..? Hihi!!!

Love you all little balls of fluff!! You will all get your hair brushed by me personally as a reward today! No cookies, No milk...shiney hair!! That is way better!! LOL Don't know where that came from!!Oh and ehm....I am getting a puppy!! AT last a doggie again!! One month away!! (See icon) I am so happy!! Just wanted to share the joy hihi!

Much love, Karin