Not all treasure is silver and gold - Chapter 13 part 1

His anger melted away into the kiss and his lips were soft and loving as they danced against my own.

And yes, I should have pulled from him than. Pulled away and hide in a corner of the room to sob and pray and 
beg for this sin to be forgiven. For him to stop. But I didn’t.

I let his hands take hold of my face, as his thumbs started to stroke my cheeks softly, forcing me to tilt my head
a little for him as I felt myself being pressed against the pillow.

He was slowly working his body on top of mine as he kissed me, as if I was a lover he'd been starving for to
taste again.

His sweet moans were almost childish, small as soft. Needing in the most innocent way. Still they filled my ears 
as if the sound was coming from inside of me.

He kissed me, and I kissed back. I couldn’t resist. I felt like a young child exploring the world for the first time, 
and my curiosity of how it could be got the best of me.

For now.

After this was over, I would probably regret it so much I would feel sick. But right now, I kissed him back.

 My lips pressed gently against his as they moved. Leaving sweet and soft kisses behind before withdrawing
 a bit and doing it all over again. And again, and again. 

That was before his moans grew deeper, as his body straddled me. I could feel his erection press against my thigh 
still, and it was now only inches away from my…

 Oh god no. I was so happy the Captain had closed his eyes as he kissed me more passionately, so he couldn’t see 
the burning, crimson flush on my face as I became aware of the awfully familiar burning heat in the pit of my body.

Why was my body responding to his like this? It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrong.

His demanding but still so soft kisses, together with the feeling of his silky soft white skin now slightly rubbing 
against my own flushed naked skin, and his obvious need for me showing in his desperate, aroused moans and
throbbing erection that was luckily shielded from my eyes but rubbing against my hip, had aroused my weak and
begging body. 

I couldn’t make it be anything else, since I felt my own erection now standing proudly up from my not yet mature 
body.

He would feel my need. He would see me in a way I hadn’t even explored myself just yet. I had never dared to 
glance down in the embarrassing moments my body had reacted like this. 

To a thought, or a dream, or nothing in particular. He would see me and my still developing body, as I'd not yet 
grown a lot of pubic hair, or have my skin lose the childish softness and glow. It would be the most degrading 
experience of my life.

I would to do anything to make him stop…

If I could only stay focused. If I could only keep my eyes open as his talented lips played with mine so sweetly. 
But I couldn’t. It was like my body was reacting strictly on impulses and instinct and I felt myself moaning as he 
pulled himself closer to me. Gently, but closer.

So soft, so strong, so beautiful. His scent was so intense and so warm and welcoming it almost made me want to 
snuggle closer to his warm body as his hands held my head and massaged my face and neck so sweetly it was as if 
we were making love.

His kisses so light and then so deep, but still soft even though the power behind them increased. His hair grazing 
my cheekbones felt like silk to my skin. Silk, was what he felt like. 

His skin so soft, his hair so soft, his lips so soft. How could a man so cruel and evil.. so powerful and sinful, so 
fearsome and so heartless, be so soft and loving? So beautiful and so perfect in every way?

 ‘Because he wants this from you. Because he wants to take advantage of you, you moron. He wants…’

His mouth distracted me from any other thought as his lips forced me to open up for him, like he had done this 
afternoon. His hands tilting my head a little more so my mouth would open up for him, and it did. My lips complied, 
as I suddenly felt something I'd never felt before.

 His warm, soft tongue, pushing past my trembling, spoiled lips and sliding into my own mouth made me gasp, 
and I could feel him smile into the kiss as he moved along. Pressing our open mouths together as I could feel his
ragged breathing coming in hot streams from his nose, and gently massaging my tongue with his as he moaned.

Sliding them over each other carefully as my body responded intensely. Making me moan and my erection grow
so hard it was almost painful.

It was so deep and heavy. His taste on my tongue, his body almost pressing fully against me, and his moans, 
breathing and heartbeat filling my ears as if they were mine. Maybe they were. 

But we seemed to blend into the same person, and I got lost in him then. So lost in him. It was warm, it was dark and 
it was bittersweet. Unlike anything or anyone, and so incredibly addictive.

I gasped, and felt something wet on our cheeks as we kissed intensely. It was my tears, I now realized, as they had 
slid unnoticed from my closed eyelids down my face as I laid next to him. 

Tears formed by my desperation coming from deep inside me. From my battle forming inside my mind. How I was 
standing in a doorway between hell and heaven, and now was my time to make the right decision.

It was so hard, and it was so out of my control now. I wished he'd never touch me again, and I wished that he'd 
never stop. It was all too confusing, and I wanted to scream from the aching pain inside my heart. That I felt so raped,
and so loved at the same time. Knowing that neither one of them was true.

He must have felt the wetness when I did, because it was then I felt his tongue slowly withdrawing and his lips 
pulling back from mine to distance himself ever so slightly, but still recieving a small whimper from me from the loss 
of him as he smiled at me in the darkness.

Looking at me as his green eyes sparkled and his swollen red lips from the kisses pulled up into a sweet smile. 
He was still holding my head, but now gently let his hands loosen his grip as only his thumb caressed my soaked 
cheeks now to wipe away my tears as one just stroked my brown curls softly.

 “Whatever it is they told you Bam. Whatever it is they put in your head. It's a lie.”

He was a monster. An evil wizard. How else could have known what had been on my mind like this? How had he 
have whispered these words in the dark?

“No.”

Was all I could bring out, shaking my head as he stilled me. Shushed me with another quick kiss before pulling back 
once more.



 “Yes. There is no hell Bam. There is no heaven. No good or evil.”

He spoke it as if he knew. He lied it as if it were the actual truth. Whispering in a thick, husk voice that was overcome
with lust.

“Liar.”

Another kiss, harder this time as he seemed angered by my accusation. But it wasn’t enough for me this time. 
I needed to know more.

“If there is no God or no Satan, then what is there?”

I responded in a deep, thick voice I had never heard coming from me before, and my body shivered as I asked him.


“There's hate, and there's love.”

He hesitated, as I saw the same emotions reflecting back at me in his eyes. I knew I could hit him now, where it hurt 
most.

“Very well. But why don't you live by your own theory then? You told me you couldn't love.”

I panted, as his body pressed harder against me. His hardness seemingly growing harder with every word I spoke, 
as I felt it now pressed against my thigh, close to my own throbbing and ignored erection.

“I can hate.”

It was almost a threat as he hissed it to me with the tip of his nose almost touching my own, but I didn’t look away 
from his blazing eyes, for the very first time.

“But you don’t.”

I could feel his urge to scream as he looked at me as I whispered the words through my teeth, but his sparkle did 
not die. He was aroused by this game, and as much as I was intrigued by his words, I could not deny my own 
response towards him as we battled.

“I didn’t say my theory has no flaws, but it makes more sense than yours. There is just us. We are the ones who 
love and hate and judge. I always get what I create for myself. And that is how it works my little Bam. We get what 
we create.”

He sounded excited now as he hissed his words, seeing my eyes widen as his words penetrated my mind. 
Settling as if they were there to stay.

“And what's that?”

I asked him, looking up at him as he hovered over me with his lips close to my own as he smiled a wicked smile.

 “You, and me. Here and now.”

 **

“You lie.”

That were all our words before he kissed me again.

 Smashing our lips together as his hands found my arms. Aggressive and passionate now 

as I attacked him back with my mouth in return to release some of the passion boiling inside of me from our 
conversation and heated kisses. Having him growl into my mouth as I slid my tongue into his unexpectedly.

 I felt his arms wrap around me and let it happen. Gasping when I suddenly felt us rolling over as he fell to the side 
and down so I was now on top of him. Straddling him as I sat between his thighs with one leg either side of his torso.

 It puzzled me slightly and I withdrew my tongue only to have my mouth plundered by his at the given opportunity. Having us battling and dancing as I moaned and responded to him more willingly now he had, for some strange reason, calmed my mind a little.

 What if….?

 Maybe it could…..?

 “You're so beautiful Bam. You taste so good. You smell so good. You feel so goddamn good.”

He was moaning all sweet things into my ear as he ripped his mouth away from mine to have me look at his 
breathtaking beauty. His hair, those eyes, those lips. The little flush on his sweet cheeks as he…

My mind stopped working as he pulled me back to kiss me again. Not my mouth, but my neck this time as he 
sucked gently on the skin underneath my earlobe. Having me rest my head into the crook of his neck as I whimpered
from the pleasure he gave me. Laying on top of him against his soft, perfect skin and strong muscles as I tried to 
stay away from his cock, now rubbing against my belly as I tried not to notice it.

 “I’ll make it so good Bam. You'll love it so much.”

He promised, and I shivered. No knowing what to think of his words, and trying not to picture what it was he wanted
 to do to me.

Just enjoying the feeling of his mouth on my neck and collarbone as his hands slid over my spine. Further and 
further down my spine.

 ”OW.”

I knew then what it was he wanted, as I yelped when a jolt of deep, intense burning pleasure shot through my body
when his finger brushed against me. Brushing gently against the tight little opening as his hand had secretly sneaked
around my body and grazed the tight ring with a finger to show me what he wanted.

 “Oh god, you’ll be so goddamn tight around me Bammie.”

His low moan as he kept kissing my body made me bolt right up as I instantly threw myself off his body and onto 
the empty space left on the bed next to him.

 I knew what he wanted from me now, and fear overtook me as I crawled backward until I had reached the side of the 
bed. Still covered up my the silk sheets and with my heart pounding in my ears. Hyperventilating as I looked at him 
with big eyes as he sat up from the sudden movement without a word.

 “No. Please no. Not that, please.”

I begged him as he looked at me a little wearily before a smile crept back up his face. Moving a bit closer to me as I 
shivered. I was trapped and completely at his mercy now, and he knew it. He loved it.

 “Shhh, it’s ok Bammie. I won’t hurt you, I promise.” He cooed but I shook my head wildly at his words.

 “I don’t want…I don’t…..No, please no.”

 His eyes became softer as he looked at my trembling form, now almost completely covered by sheets as I only let 
my eyes and my mop of brown curls peek out so I could see what he was up to.

 Then he brought up his arms to reach for me from the other side of the bed. 

 Wanting me to grab his hand as he beckoned me with a small sigh and a pitying smile, as if I was a puppy he 
couldn’t take home.

 “I won’t do it Bam. It’s too soon, I understand. Come here, I just want to be close to you.”

Too soon. He spoke it as if he knew that was the only problem I had with him raping me. He was truly unbelievable. 
Expecting me to eventually want this from him. It was outrages was what it was.

 But I complied, taking his hand with my own as he pulled me closer to him and rolled my body next to his so we
were touching again. Rolling me over so my back was to his front as he spooned his naked body against me. 
Whispering in my ear as he did and holding my waist to keep me from shaking too hard.

 “I won’t take your virginity just yet Bammie. But don’t play the innocent boy who doesn’t want this. I can feel that 
you do.”

He underlined his words by suddenly sliding his hand down my belly to my aching erection to wrap his fingers 
around the shaft and having me gasp and buck against his hips.

 “Oh my Bam, you are more than I gave you credit for. What a pleasant surprise.”

He giggled against my earlobe as he gently rubbed his delicate fingers over the untouched skin of my manhood to 
have me cry out in shock.

 “No, No stop it, stop, I can’t take it, please Captain stop.”

I whimpered against the sheets as I tried to ignore the tension of my muscles as his light touches brought so much 
pleasure to my body. Only his fingers sliding gently over the slick head made me spasm and I knew I would explode 
would he go any further. I couldn’t give up that kind of control over my body. I just knew I would die would he go 
any further.

 He chuckled, finding my discomfort amazing, than sighed, before pulling his hands away from my cock, over my
belly until he firmly grabbed hold of my chin to hold my head still. Forcing me to listen.

 “You are impossible Bammie, and I love it. But trust me. I will break you eventually. But you sure are a lovely 
challenge. For now, I’ll leave you alone as you wish, because I am no rapist, you hear?”

He whispered deeply into my ear with a low moan and I tried to nod in fear as his hand still hold my chin in place.

 “Y-yes.”

 “Good. But Bam, you did get me all worked up and it would be only fair if you helped me take care of it.”

 The fear that had slowly subsided with his earlier words came back with a bang as he spoke to me. This was not 
over yet. He might leave my body alone, but he wanted to be pleasured. By me.

I wriggled my body as he pressed his big and already slick erection against the crease of my behind, and rocked his 
hips slightly back and forth to rub him against me. Moaning as he did and letting go of my skin to reach down and
pinch my flat, erect nipple gently. Having both of us moan out as my body arched back against him from the electric 
jolt of pleasure shooting through me as he did.

 His breath hot on my ear. His lips sweet on my sensitive skin behind my ear.

 “ No….”

 My protest was weak, and he took it away from me by wrapping his hand over my mouth for a small moment.

 “No more disobedience from you Bammie.”

He corrected me and pulled back from me before spinning me around, forcing me to face him again. Seeing into his 
dark, deep green eyes full of lust and determination.

Smirking as he saw my fear for him and his erection that was now pressing against my belly. Smearing it with the 
pre-come already leaking from him as I tried to pull back.

“I’ll teach you how to be a big boy Bam Bam. You need to learn some things before you can grow up. And you owe 
me for wriggling so deliciously against me just now.”

He purred sweetly, as his hand took mine and guided it downwards slowly, as my eyes now glanced down to see his 
need for me so close to my own erection.

My own erection. Which I had never seen before. Standing up proudly from my body, with the head glistering in 
the moonlight and much larger than I had expected it to be. Making me only harder now I saw his so different cock 
hovering so close to mine. A moan escaped me and I almost felt the urge to throw all my beliefs out the window, and 
see what he could do with me. To me. How he could make me feel.

 But I wouldn’t. I couldn’t do that.

“Touch me.”

 **